HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010,

is a new beginning,

new life for me.=]

POPO

i visited my POPO in the morning 2day.
just wanna send her some TAO SAR PIA.

when i was talking with my cousin,
she walk out from her room,
and gave me one ANGPOW.
she say is to bless me to get my car license soon,
in HAKKA.

when i open the ANGPOW in the car,
i shouted very loud.
there's 200 dollars in the ANGPOW.
i shouted not because im happy,
it's because i was so shocked!
my parents are shocked too!
200 dollars,
just to wished me all the best i my car test.
i was so touched.
because i know,
200 dollars is very very very big amount to her,
cause she has never work at all.

i was take care by her when i am still a little tot,
for three years.
she loves me and one of my cousin more obviously.
she's a fierce mother and granny,
everyone know this.
but,
she never scold me before,
eventhough i did something wrong.

i was sad when i look at her this few months.
she was sick.
and she became very thin and weak.
she cnt even speak clearly.
she always tried hard to speak with me in mandarin last time,
so that i can understand better.
but now,
she don't even have the strength to translate her words into mandarin.
she always speak with me in hakka these few months.
i tried hard to answer her with hakka too.
i cnt speak well,
but i was satisfy when i saw her smile on the face.
and i enjoy to hear her laughter when i spoke wrongly.

she nvr like to talk much,
so,
she's not to be good at express her love to us.
but i know,
she was a great granny.

i love her....

WALK OUT

maybe i shouldn't place the mirror so near.

so that the view is bigger,

i can look more,

know more.

instead of just looking at myself,

leaving the reality out of my consideration.

hiding myself from the truth...

i will walk out from the pain.

walk out from the memories.

walk out from where i shouldn't stay...

it's hurt.

but,

i'll appreciate it,

since it's part of my life.

it help me to grow,

so that

i'll be more cautious next time.

so that

i'll be more resolute.

thx.

thx ying ting for pulling away the mirror for me.

showing me the reality.

appreciate that.

thx noinoi.

lurv.

SMILE FOR MY NEW LIFE =D

i attended the undang course 2day.
it's kinda boring.
many malays,
this is the 1st time i attend a class with so many malays. xD

i met NOINOI. xD
as she said: " the world is small larh~~"
hahaha
we are from the same driving sch. xD

luckily she was thr 2day.
so that there is someone to accompany me.
thx yea noinoi. xD

we chatted alot.
and she told me many things that i dunoe.
and it's really hurt and disappointed....

i was so careless,
until i didn't noticed so many things,
that keep happening...
maybe,
he is not as good as i thought.

anyway,
new year is coming,
i'm going to frgt all those unhappy memories,
and keep those happy's.
new year, new life.
smile for my new life.
hope that i can make it. xD

***we are going to sit for the test on next wed.

good luck to myself and to noinoi too. =]

SICK!

bad day.
i woke up at 9 sumthg as usual 2day.
thn i opened the door and stepped out from my room,
then,
i slipped down!!!
what the....
cuz my mom is mopping the floor,
and it's still wet...

my sis sit up frm her bed,
and ask:" what happen to u???"
i said:" i fall down...."
i expected her to come down and help me up.
but,
she lay back to her bed and LAUGH!!!!
what the...
what kind of sister is this??!!!
orz...

i was flu.
the whole complex is quiet 2day.
i have nth to do,
so i get cold.
LOL

going to rest now.
LISA say i will take sick leave 2ml.
no way!!!
i must recover,
and go to laugh her 2ml. xD

CHRISTMAS 2009

MERRY CHRISTMAS~!! =D

i went to GP, REDBOX
wif my primary schmates on christmas eve.

* the photo is blur...

we talked alot,

but nvr sing. xD

we didn't change alot.

still talkative just like 5 years ago.

still like to shoot on each other just like 5 years ago.

still like to talk nonsense just like 5 years ago.

the friendship we share is also

still the same just like 5 years ago.. =]

i was quite regret that i nvr attend the youth camp this year,

eric and his darling hui min say vry nice...

iissshhhh~~!!!

we leaved around 8. ==

m.mei followed me back to my home.

we talk alot,

talk about our teachers,

schmates,

clubmates,

senior,

junior,

bla bla bla~~ xD

thn we watched the stupid DISASTER MOVIE

until 2....

25/12

CHRISTMAS DAY

she followed me to BJ 2day.

thn we talk alot again at MCD.

talk bout HIMs.

* laugh out loud

the she went back around 2.

she's sweet.

lurv her so much.. =]

took this funny photo wif my darling x'mas tree,

that already stand in my mom's saloon for almost one month.

gotta keep it again 2ml.

T^T

we went to TSURUYA for our dinner.

it's nice. =]

i missed the MUSIC BAND 2day.

SJ came,

F(x), SHINee & SNDN combined their show.

performing CHU, RING DING DONG & GEE.

my sis said it's nice,

but,

i missed it...!!!

* thx SAMANTHA for ur x'mas present,

i lurv it. thx alot.

lurv eu. muackx~!! xDxD

THANKS.

today is a great day,
cuz it's mami's off day again~! xD
and we went SHOPPING again.
hohohohoo~!

we went to PM 2day.
reached around 1 and leave around 6.

i bought,
a pair of high heels
a pair of scandal
a bag
a scarf
and
shirtssS... xD

spent almost 300 dolars,
and my mom pay for me too.
she's sooo c~uuu~~te! xD

thx mom and dad,
for caring me,
for educating me,
for fulfilling me,
for everything u had done...
i will try my best,
to treat u all well,
just like how u treat me.
just because i love u two,
just like u love me. =]

GOD BLESS~

i went to gp 2day.
watch 2 movies with my x3 y.xi and geo.
avatar and jump.
nice... =]

thn we watch THE BODYGUARDS AND ASSASINS too.
with 3 more frens,
yiling, lichen and one more fren * i frgt his name, sry xD
this is a nice movie i think,
but to me,
i dunoe how to enjoy. xD
it's all bout revolution, politics, blablabla...
i dun really understand what's the whole movie trying to bring out.
lol

i went to ama's hse directly after the dinner,
help them to sor ee.
lol
and i was labeled as ' the malaysia hor sim pu '
HAHAHA!

geo gt a samban and he accident!
he knock into a uncle who is cycling,
and the uncle fainted....
now on the way to hosp i think.
hope that everything wil be fine.
GOD BLESS...

BAD DAY

not going to on9 that often.
cuz start working dy. T^T
tired larh...

everyday ate my lunch around 4,
thn have my dinner around 9.
thn slp around 12.
so,
getting fatter and FATTER~!!!!
no more tym for me to jog.
how..??!!!!
just let it be???
no way!!!!
i dun wanna be dua pui po larh....

damn tired 2day.
reached home around 10.
work for 11 hours!!!!
it's killing me.
HATE those stupid customer,
selfish larh!
wanna reborn their hair,
but always come after hanging around the whole complex.
so,
we gotta stay until very late,
just bcuz wanna done her hair,
to fulfill her own vanity!!!!
somemore wanna bargain for lower price!!!
WTH??!!!
wat kind of ppl is this???!!! *fainted

i sensed that 2day was a bad day since i woke.
i cnt gt my shirt after i bath.
it's lost!!!! ==
make my nearly late.

thn,
i followed my mom to qb.
she wanna go to change those t-shirt that we bought on wed,
she had bought the wrong size.

qb's main entrance is stil closing while we reach thr.
so,
we bought a cup of ice-blended at COFFEE BEAN
since it's the only shop we can go into.
LOL
after we bought our ice-blended,
the entrance is also open.
so,
my mom RUSH to the 1st floor,
the BRANDS OUTLET to change the shirt.
so i followed.
suddenly, * suddenly sounds weird huh? ==
the guard * i think larh, cuz his uniform is white and he is standing at the main entrance thr. xD
he blocked my way!!!!!
i was shocked,
thn he pointed at my ice-blended....
i was chased out... T^T
so i gotta wait my mom outside the shop.

after changing,
we RUSH to bj for work.

i folded the towers,
thn sweep the floor.
when i was sweep the floor and talking to EMELIR,
my high heels BROKE!!!!!
WTH??!!!!!!!

i tried to stick it back with hot glue gun.
it's work!!!!!! for a few step.... T^T
haiz.....
bye, my lovely high heels... T^T

MONEY

i went to QUEENS 2day.
i haven't been thr fr quite a long time.

many new shops and many old shops closed too.

LOL

i had my br-uch at FRIDAY.
it's nice.

i bought 8 muffins at JUST MUFFIN too.

cute huh? xD

hope that it taste nice too.

LOL

i watched MULAN 2day.

it's nice.

vry touching movie.

LI JIU ZHE & FANG ZHU MING is cute.

but they died.... T^T

the best thing is

i bought many many many MANY new clothes 2day.
keep rushing in and out at the fitting rooms.

tried many clothes and buy many too. xD

spend 300++ dolars on my clothes,

but my mom pay for it.

so satisfy~!!
muahahahahs~!!!! xD

it's really nice to spend money on the things i like.

so,

i'm going to interview for my 1st job 2ml,

wanna earn more money,

so that i can spend more too.

haha~!

good luck to myself~ =]

BYE UHS~!

YOOHOOOO~~!!!
finally...
i'm FREE~! =D

no more blue pinafore,
no more white sch shoes,
no more thick text book,
no more alarm on 5,
no more sch bus,
no more SPM ~! xD

i went to gurney 2day.
we reached thr around 3.
and i had my breakfast+lunch at 3. xD

after having my BR-UCH,
we watched THE PRINCESS & THE FROG.
it's quite nice. =]

thn we start to walking all around frm 5 to 10.
and took many stupid photos.
it's tired man...
but satisfied. xD

i bought myself a new dress.
hohohohohoho~!!!! xD

many photos wil be upload to FB when my cousin is free.



going to sleep now.
still gotta go to sch to return the text book 2ml.
UHS is no longer my sch,
but my EX- sch.
xD

EMPTY

2 more subj left.
after that, means i can fly,
fly up high in the sky~!
LOL

many movies to watch.
-new moon
-princess and the frog
-christmas carol
-mulan
-ext ext ext....

what can i do instead of watching movie and shopping???

what i need is not a full scheduled holiday,
but,
a person who really knows me well and cares for me
to stay by my side...
it's more than enough =)

TV SERIES

i'm here to update my bloggie again.. =]

i'm rushing fr tv series these few days.
i finished the whole singapore series in one and a half day tym,
and now chasing fr the hong kong series. xD

3 days passed meaningless with tv series xD
but,
i enjoyed it.
cuz it had saved me frm thinking unhappy stuff.
yoohooo~!! xD

PART OF THE MEMORIES

I'M BACK!! xD

i have many photos to share...
but dunoe wat happen to this stupid pc again.
cnt transfer photos frm my phone. T^T

we went to AQUATIC CAFE fr our dinner.
the food is...
erm... okie okie larh.
but mami said we won't come for the second time.
LOL!!

and we had changed our plan,
frm QB to BJ
cuz,
QB's is fully booked!!!
so...
haiz...

dun feel like wanna share the story of the movie here.
many memories wheeling through my head while watching...
watch it!
if u haven't watch yet.
it's quite nice. =]

stop here.
since i have no mood to continue.
nite and sweet dreams. =]

dun feel guilty to me,

u done nth wrong... =]

THX FRIENDS. =]

i sat fr the science n seni paper 1 2day.
n i found out that it's quite easy,
if i really study well...
but,
sadly,
i didn't..... xD

everyone seems very enjoy 2day.
maybe no one aim to score in science in my class.
LOL
everyone keep chit-chatting around,
playing n yelling around,
sending songs, video and all that.
xD

thx GOD they r so relax 2day.
keep saying stupid thgs,
make me laugh with all around,
so that i'm not that emo. xD

it's a new life for me.
nt going to think bout all the things that had already past.
SMILE~!
thx debra, x3 for accompanying me 2day
really thx alot.
lurv u two! =]
thx x3 for ur stupid dance. xD


going to QB later,
wating 2012!!! again...
dunoe why,
mami suddenly got the mood to watch movie... ==

but,
i think it should be a good way to pass my time,
instead of doing nth at home,
keep thinking of those unhappy stuff. =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI MEII =]

happy belated birthday yinyinn~!! =]
all the best yea. muackx~ xD



best wishes frm,
wenwen
chunyee
ahyan
ahwooi
ahsim
-ann
-jennifer
susu
-ee
-hee
ahma
pakpak
nemo
hamster =]

WEDNESDAY

it was a nice day. =]

i slept until 12 sumthg in the noon. xD

after having my 'lunch' n routine,

i went to GP with my mom.

we reach thr around 3.

thn start shopping. yoohooo~ xD

i bought myself a book frm POPULAR,

THE MIDNIGHT CHARTER by DAVID WHITLEY,

n i found out that my watch had spoil. T^T

so,

i bought myself a new watch from PADINI. hoho xD

n we bought many titbit at the ground floor.

and,

my sis,

bought SJ's SORRY SORRY's album c.yoohoooo! xD

i met KOOI FERN n BOON YAN at popular,

n BOON YAN suddenly ask me,

" did u get ur TUNA?? "

i was so shocked!!!

how come she know i told my mom that i wanna buy tuna later???!!!!

thn i answered her with a:' huh...??? '

thn i heard she say: ' .....restaurant city... '

" huh?? wat's tat?? " *blur

thn she said: "tat day u chatted with me at FB, n ask TUNA frm me...." * did i..??

"i nvr play restaurant city..." ==

" HUH? ur primary photo at FB is 2 girl in sch uniform right?? "

" nope.... i think... tat's nt me.... " ==

LMAO!!! SHE'S CUTE! xD

i tot she so geng, heard tat i say i wanna buy TUNA 2nite.

CHEH!!!

we leave GP around 7.

but we reached home around 8!!!

cuz......

we lost...!!!!! ==

we cnt find our way back. LMAO!!! xD

we saw 2 accident on the way.

the 1st one is at the traffic light opposite MCD.

4 PCGHS's girl wearing uniform,

crash on a malay's family's car.

the 2nd one is at the junction outside my house.

accident seldom happen thr,

because it was a very quite road.

dunnoe hw the driver drive.

until the whole car is UP SIDE DOWN!!!!

shocked me,

i saw many dark liquid on the road,

i tot it was blood,

but it was tar actually. *cheh~!

n the driver didn't hurt at all.

cool huh?? xD

oh yea.

LEE TEUK kena H1N1... *sorbx

hope that he can get well soon.

GOD BLESS~

SUNDAY

went to debra's house again 2day. =]
we did maths revision
fr a while too. xD
but it's better than yesterday larh. xD

thn we chit-chat again,
juz lyk yesterday. xD
n the worst is,
we pillow talks.
cuz reli feel slpy the whole day.
n keep eating titbits.
LOL!!!!

we went to HOME'S CAFE fr our dinner 2day.
it's nice.
thx debra's daddy fr invented those delicious pasta. =]

i'm going to sit fr my maths paper 2ml,
hopes everything go smooth.
i MUST get A fr maths.

good luck n all the best to spm n stpm candidates. =]

s.jee's family is going to HONG KONG 2ml.
so NICEEE~~ *envy
enjoy yea~
dun frgt to buy me some SUOVENIRSSS~ xD
enjoy ur journey yea. =]

SATURDAY

i went to debra's hse fr revision 2day.

i reached around 10 in the morning.

n i leaved around 8.

wat had i done during this 8 hours???

we did our revision...

fr a while. xD

thn,

we chatted with m.yen through the fon,

looking old photos,

kepo-ed other's blog, *included debra's xx's xD

keep chit-chatting around.

so im going again 2ml,

to try n to do our revision. xD

we had DOMINO'S PIZZA fr our lunch.

thx debra's mom fr treating me. =]

i had debra's mom's red bean soup too.

it taste good~ yummme~~~ xD

i went to REDCHOPSTICK with my family fr the dinner.

n i had bought a PINK tissue box container frm 100 YEN,

it's CUTEEEE~!!!!! xD

*i keep sneezing the whole day,

i was seriously flu..

GOD BLESS~

霎時感動

watching video at youtube now.
jz pass by n leave some words here. xD

im watching 霎时感动.
it's a product frm hong kong tvb.
many short n meaningful stories were shared.
reli nice.

share those stories here when i free next time. xD

bye~ xD

SHIT WEBCAM

webcam!
who on earth invented this stupid stuff??!!!!
make my pc hang!!!!
ruin our relationship!!!
SHIT!!!!


the situation make me feel sick...
it's hurt...
sry for those rude words...
sry for being stubborn...
reli sorry...

accident...

GOSHHH!!!!
daddy was injured.
he was occured in an accident
on the way back from air itam dam.
T^T
his hands n legs r bleeding.
knees swell too. T^T
he cnt even walked properly now. T^T

those stupid dogs larh....
but the dog was injured too...
*sigh

GOD bless pls.
bless daddy to get well soon.
n the dog too...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEHH~ =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEH PEHH~~

may GOD bless u all the way in this special day yea.

love yea. =]

spm...

finally...
i had finished 3 subj.
malay, english n history.

i had slept for only 8 hours in the past 2 days.
pimps had popped out!!!! T^T

stupid spm!!!!
reli tiring me.
spoil my holidays too.
sorbx~~


gotta work hard fr the cuming paper on next week.
maths n moral.
definition.... definition....
haih~

BLOGGER

i used to blog on WRETCH actually.
but,
it keep lagging this few weeks.

so,
i decided to make myself a NEW BLOG here.
since i had study until steam steam.
i think this is also a good way to relax myself.
doing something else instead of studying n dreaming. xD

im going to sit fr the malay n history exam 2ml.
but i feel lyk i am going to fall sick.
keep sneezing the whole day since yesterday.
too pressure i think. xD
hope that everything wil be okie.

good luck to all the spm candidates.
n also to myself.
ALL THE BEST.
GOD BLESS. =]