I WAS BLIND

you look down on me arh???

opps!

you are too short to do that.

i'm taller than you!

see!

you can only look up on me,

and i'll LOOK DOWN on you.

i'm good in acting.

i'm. maybe. to certain people.

different way to treat different kind of people.

i was cheated by your perfect acting skill.

of course i have to revenge.

we were GOOD FRIEND before???

nope.

we were BEST FRIEND.

at least i think so.

and,

i feel ashame because of it.

i was blind.

*sigh

STEPHANIE

i got my results today.

it's bad! =(

i wanna improve,

but,

i've got stucked in the Dewan Bestari for international conference for the whole day.

heyy,

ms. Stephanie,

our class is stil carrying on without our attendance know??

you want us to stay in the room,

doing things that not related to us.

and keep on questioning:" were you a Georgian before?"

so what if i'm not???

only Georgian can do jobs well???

only Georgian speak english??

only Georgian are up to standard???

next time,

please tell our MUET teacher not to pick us,

those from LOW STANDARD school to join the conference.

EWWW!

are you still a little girl???

don't you know how to differentiate what is right and what is wrong???

sometime, doing something for fun without thinking make people feel abominate.

the dirty liquid from your mouth,

the so called SALIVA is very unhygienic.

don't you know???

ex-science stream student.

can you please think twice before you do something please.

you can't slap me at the first time so you split on my hand??

still act like you are joking??????

and trying to clean your dirty thing on my hand with your handkerchief,

which is very hygienic you thought??

you use that to wipe everything on your face,

and you think wiping away your saliva on my hand

with you handkerchief really help alot????

WHAT A EXCELLENT THINKING!

i clap for you har!

i didn't scold you is because im stunned.

yea,

i really stunned.

WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU DOING WITH THAT THING?!

HUH?!

second,

i do not want your bf to call me again.

i promised him to treat you well.

in the condition,

if you behave yourself.

but, did you???

but still i keep it for myself today,

because IM IN A GOOD MOOD!

YOU CAN'T AFFECT ME!!

NAH!

HIGH PRESENTATION SCHOOL

it's HOLIDAY! =)

finally i finished my 1st term exam.

and guess what,

i got my student ID card today.

i had became a Georgian since last year MAY,

and im going to leave at NOVEMBER.

i entered the HIGH PRESENTATION SCHOOL

for about 10 months,

and i had only 8 months left.

and now only i got my STUDENT ID.

until now,

i still haven't get my name tag yet.

we have been chasing after her for almost one year.

and she said she will inform us once the name tag is done

with disdaining expression.

what a HIGH PRESENTATION SCHOOL.

how proud am i.

i think im going to get my name tag next year

when im going back to get my STPM result.

but still im glad with it,

at least i get it. =)

FINAL

FINAL is coming!
and i really dun have the mood to study.
what to dooo...??????? =(

A LETTER FOR OUR PRESIDENT OF CC

i just came bac frm sch.

and,
u know wat?
im really unhappy with your attitude,

the president of cyber cafe.

as i told,
u asked,
we wil be start drawing at 7 in the morning, until 9.
and,
u woke up in 7.30 in the morning,
reached at 8.30.
how great is that??
wat kind of president is this?
wat's the point of coming then??
just to show teacher your face,
told her that u came??
congrats then,
teacher reached after u.
she didn't know that u came just a little earlier then her.

and,
please dun gives stupid excuses when i didn't ask anything.
i never wanna know why r u late.
it's none of my business.
and,
your excuses is really so unacceptable.
i thought only primary school student wil say such thing.
wat a surprise?!
our president said so too.

thx for your milo.
please come straight away when u woke up late next time.
i dun need u to buy me milo,
since i brought my own a big tumbler of water.

oh yea,
thx for making me to wash my car maps too.
your milo,
which u buy for me,
and made u late fr one and a half hours,
and came for only half an hour,
had spilt in my car.
please tie it tightly next time.

besides,
wat i wanna tell u is,
im not that close with u darling.
i dun need u to help me to wash my legs and hands.
i can wash by myself.
it's MY hands and MY legs.
the feeling is really weird,
when there's OTHER PEOPLE's hand keep rubbing on MINE.

the way u talk make me feel sick, president.
stop flattering me.
i cant gives u anything.
i have no money nor power.
i know, i know,
u r the coolest girl,
u get the president place after 2 weeks u get into this new school.

i know, i know.
u wanna be the president of seni club too.
then,
flatter on monica or ms.chan.
not me,
i cant give u anything.

sry for didn't give u any respond on your jokes.
cause im not that kind of person,
who can laugh with u very loudly,
eventhough im so unhappy with u.

maybe u should teach me,
on how to flatter everyones,
include the one u dislike so much.

thx.

♥ MARK

NOI !!!!

thx fr your love mark.

*lol

THX =D

thx.

it's unpleasant of course.

but yet,

thx.

BEST friend ever. =D

xoxo ♥

I AM WHO I AM

VEXED!!

wat's my next step?
i wanna study in HanChiang,
i wanan study mass comm.
it's my dream,
it's my interest.

however,
my dad wants me to continue my studies at F6.
wants me to study in local U after that.
he said:
" don't u think F6 is better??? ppl won't look down upon u.
because u r an undergraduate, but not a college student. "

what's wrong with college student??
every college student cant study well???
every college student just playing around???
SUPERFICIAL!!!

my uncle wants me to study law.
so that i can work for him after that.
he said:
" studying mass comm is just wasting your time.
can even earn money, u gotta work for the other for your whole life! "

so what?!
is there any different if i study law?
still,
im gonna work for u,
work for the other.
then y dun i work for my own interest???

STOP ANNOYING ME PLS!

i won change my mind,
no matter wat u ppl say.

i'm not u,
i'm who i'm,
i'm a different particular from u ppl.
i have my own mind,
interest,
i have confidence too.
i dun believe that i cant make it.

maybe,
one day i fail,
i dun care.
i will take the failure upon myself.
i won even drop a little drop a tear infront of u.

failure doesn't mean anything to me,
because,
it's just a little trial for me,
BEFORE I SUCCESS!

thx daddy,

i know u want me to study in F6

because u worry that ppl wil look down upon me,

but

pls believe in me,

believe that i can make it.

loves =)

DOWN

is that shameless for buying new hp???
i'm just satisfying myself.
thr's 2 years ago,
since i changed my last phone,
my phone is going to spoil.
it's tat a big sin for changing myself a new phone after 2 years...???

studying mass comm is wasting my time??
what if lawyer???
i dun even have a little fraction of interest for being a lawyer.
i know,
u r professor,
u r rich,
u want me to work for u,
as ur daughter do.

but i'm so sry,
im not ur daughter.
u want me to leave my family
move myself to ipoh for something that i dun like,
i cnt make it.

studying mass comm is not wasting my time,
i'll prove u.
i know,
PR is not as rich as lawyer,
but,
i wanna work for myself,
but not for money.

the way u talked to me,
the words u had said had hurt me hardly,
mr.lawyer.

.....

i know,
eventhough,
everyone in this world trusted me,
u'll still be the one,
the one who won't trust me.

it's okie.
i had used to it.

i nvr retort doesn't meant tat i agree with u,
doesn't meant tat i'm wrong.
just feel like dun wanna ruin our relationship.
i know thr will be more stories if i argue wif u.
just want u to stop complaining when u're satisfy,
when u're tired.
like a lunatic who talk by herself.
u will see how silly u r one day.

u can say those words that r really unpleasant to ear.
ur main purpose is to hurt me right???
okie then.
i'm really hurt.
happy now???

i dun need ur reliance.
but,
i'll prove u someday.

thx for making me stronger.

SHIT WEBCAM

webcam!
who on earth invented this stupid stuff??!!!!
make my pc hang!!!!
ruin our relationship!!!
SHIT!!!!


the situation make me feel sick...
it's hurt...
sry for those rude words...
sry for being stubborn...
reli sorry...