...

i miss the time when we first met.

i miss the feeling,

the feeling which is so true.

the feeling that pull us so near so close.

the feeling that telling us, we are the only one for both.

IT'S FINALLY HATCHED!!!

i've been

waiting

checking

waiting

checking

waiting

checking

waiting

waiting

waiting

and

waiting......

guess what??!!!!

my little pet is finally born!!!!!!

i'm so damn excited right now!

it's really really tiny.

it's even smaller than the air bubble.

the very tiny air bubble that stick on the edge of the bottle.

that tiny.

it's tinier than the little mole on my hand.

tinier than the dust that reflect under the sunlight.

tinier than everything that is very tinyyyyyyyy!

can you imagine how tiny is it???

it's super duper mini tiny!!!

gosh,

i'm really excited. xD

NEW MEMBER IN THE ROOM ♥

TADA!!!!

WELCOME the new member of my room,

the rakkimon (ocean monkeys). ♥♥

i've been looking for it for months.

and guess what?

my X3 saw it ACCIDENTALLY in SnJ,

after hearing me mentioned to HIM in the car for just a simple sentence,

that i don't even remember.

duhh.

okie,

what's ocean monkeys?

it's a kind of pet.

erm...

maybe a prawn?

fish???

monkey???? lol

i've no idea.

but it's a PET.

lol.

the thing that amaze me is,

this thing can live for a long long time.

it doesn't mean that it won't die.

it dies,

but yet,

it will come alive!!! *weeee*

i just have to evaporate until the water is totally dry,

and a salt crystal substance form,

add in water,

here they come alive.

LOL!

i'll try to take the picture of my little baby after they hatch.

it's very very small.

erm,

tiny.

i dunoe whether can it be seen in the picture. hmmm.... :/

1 MALAYSIA

just finished my tuition and i started to worry about my studies.

where are we heading to after my STPM?

can i get myself into a local university?

what if i cant?

what am i going to do then?

study? working???

yes,

everyone of us knows,

knows our status very well.

me,

as a chinese must have a really really good result.

just because i'm fairer,

because my name is shorter,

because i eat pork,

because my hair needs fresh air to survive.

because i'm a CHINESE,

and i have to be the nominal Malaysian.

Mr. Najis promote his idea of SATU MALAYSIA.

yet,

Malays have the priority.

anyway,

we can't blame them entirely.

because we didn't take the action.

we should do something 50 years ago.

yet,

we are so obedient.

we remember everything teachers and parents taught since the first day we understand words.

they said:" don't fight!"

this is why the Malays are so cheek.

they do whatever they like.

they think of themselves before everyone else.

we tried to talk over these with them,

but they rather shut their door and think of their next step to encroach our rights.

finally we stood up and resist,

and they try to subdue us with violence.

it's time for us,

the young generations to do something i guess.

we are too addicted to the entertainment,

they built cafes, built malls...

they let medias flow in,

we know,

we all knows when is the next show of the stars,

where is the event held at.

this is one of their strategy.

we are so 'busy' with all these things,

we have no time to bother about the politics.

politic is so bore compare to the entertainment they gave.

it's time to wake up i guess....

烫汤

刚刚和我的他吃完了快熟面当晚餐。

我们的话并不多，

我的心情真的很差。

很落寞。

那碗面很烫，

一层厚厚的油覆盖了整碗面，

使到里面的热气根本就透不上来。

那层油，

就是阻碍。

我们倔强的对抗着，

我的下意识告诉我 要小心。

我小心翼翼的吃着，

它还是 烫了我。

他说，

我其实可以把它吃掉，

勇敢的对抗，

没有必要害怕它。

我想，

我曾经想过，

它的消失或许会让我好过些。

但是，

我没有这样做。

也许是不忍心，

也许不舍得，

但绝对不会是不够勇敢。

我想是因为

我饱了，

很涨，

这种感觉让我觉得很累，

真的很累。

我已经不想再去对抗。

主说：

“爱你的敌人。”

我从来没有把它当敌人，

我还应该爱它吗？

我也想好好相处。

我知道，

我不把那层油滤掉，

阻碍会一直存在。

可是，

油滤掉后，

汤就会冷却吗？

X-MINI HELLO KITTY SPEAKER

WEEEEEE!!!
mom bought me this yesterday from BJ.

the x-mini hello kitty speaker.
i got the white one.

it's lovely!!!!
i ♥ you mami. x)

SGGS FIESTA

readers!
i'm just came back from my school canteen day.

it's a big success!!

everyone of us did a very great job.
except some of them who didn't appear themselves

or disappear to nowhere. LOL

we are selling golden eggs.

nice name huh?? x)

and the banner,

the banner is the thing that i feel most satisfy with

.

it's brenda and my hardwork.

we spent more than four hours to finish the whole banner painting.

but worth it. ♥♥

and the little chics.

many of them say they're eggs. :(

anyway,

our teamwork score HUNDRED marks.
love you guys. :)

FRIENDS?

when i was small,

mama told me that there's many types of people in this big big world,

waiting for me to discover them all.

yet,

i guess there's many types of friends as well.

of course i met true friends.

who i really love 'em much. ♥

lately,

i met some friends that i didn't met before,

who i thought they are true.

i hope they were.

i think they were.

but now,

they hurt,

they chit chat about everyone,

they are so mean to me.

when i was in my early teenage,

friends meant everything to me.

but now i realized,

friends betray.

they can talk about me when i'm not around,

talk about you when you aren't around,

about her,

him,

them,

they gossip bout everyone.

i need friends,

those who are really true to me.

luckily,

i still have you guys,

who really cares,

who make friend with a sincere heart.

♥♥

finally we've finish all the big event of SGGS.

i think i should start to work hard for my STPM.

we just finished our prom night and art exhibition.

i've nth to mention about the exhibition.

it's bored and annoying.

i don't enjoy it at all.

the PROM NIGHT!!

it's really awesome.

i really had a very very great time with my friends.

LOVE YOU GIRLS!

i'm too lazy to upload all the photos here.

there's tons of 'em.

check this out at my facebook my dear readers.

here's the link :)

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.2067312372504.122270.1535662456

ART EXHIBITION

i'm so damn busy.

staying back almost everyday.

we are organizing an ART EXHIBITION in my school.

do visit us.

=)

LSK

im back my readers. ♥

im so busy this holiday.

first, i have the conference,

then, youth jam,

apartment stay,

tuitions.

bla bla bla...

i just came back from the apartment stay.

it's kinda fun.

much more better than i though. =)

and guess what,

our good friend is in trouble.

love matter.

*tsk tsk tsk

just let it be my darling,

you really don't have to run away from it.

it's time to have your new life.

things will go smoothly,

i meant God will do us the perfect arrangement.

maybe this is not ngam to u,

but this is what i think.

God love all of us.

He really does. ♥♥

BYE BYE

i'm leaving you readers for a few days.

i'm going to attend an International Conference.

i think there will be lotsa interesting posts after the conference.

gonna share everything with you guys.

STAY TUNE!!

就算世界无童话

就算世界无童话 - 卫兰
作曲： 雷颂德
填词： 林夕
编曲： 雷颂德
监制： 雷颂德

望向每双率真眼睛
似看到最动人风景
没有躁音只得笑声
散播到最远的山岭

ah.....

在这世间分享晚餐
有重担有万人分担
没有染污的晚海
会看见远方的花瓣

ah.....
why i smile? Cos you make me smile

如所有错失都得到宽待
如计较会被换成慷慨
如纯良仍然能被记载
孤苦的得到理睬
这可算妙想天开

愿这世界如童话 抱着想像实现它
就凭摘星的手臂 为地球每夜放烟花
就算世界无童话 放下包袱完成它
就来学攀山者有心不会怕

ah......
Why I smile? Cos you make me smile

如所有苦衷得到体谅
如占据会被换成分享
如捱穷仍然能被敬抑
挑剔的懂得赞赏 呼吸会更加清香

愿这世界如童话 抱着想像实现它
就凭摘星的手臂 为地球每夜放烟花
就算世界无童话 放下包袱完成它
就来学攀山者有心不会怕

ah......
Why I smile? Cos you make me smile
ah......
Why I smile? Cos you make me smile

若你我他一起唱歌 这世界会动人得多
任你我他相差再多 仍然能同座

I'LL SMILE =)

i read your blog.

you are trying to screw up my relationship with my friends.

and there is a lot of similar words,

including the style of my articles.

maybe like what your bf had say,

i should feel happy for you imitating,

at least you like my work.

at least there's someone who appreciate my things.

thanks for motivating me girl.

sorry readers,

there will be no sarcastic post anymore.

i think i should face everything in a different way.

i will not be attacking this girl anymore.

she shouldn't appear in my blog for so many times.

PINK looks joyful!

isn't it?

but,

we stop this not because of your silly threatening.

don't think that really works.

still,

you can't affect me.

he said,

i do not deserve sadness,

especially because of these stuff.

i will SMILE!!!!

开始。结束

说真的，

让自己冷静下来后，

我发现，

我真的不喜欢这种互相攻击的方式。

在我们还不认识的时候，

我已经听了好多好多关于你的评论。

可是，

没有一个是好的，

真的，一个都没有。

我当时在想，

你真的那么有问题吗？？

当时，

我觉得你可怜，

我觉得你不必要受到这种待遇。

去年，

刚开始，

我不喜欢你，

可能听太多负面的话了吧。

了解过后，

我觉得你并不差，

乐观，

开朗，

大方。

所以，

我和你变成了最好的朋友。

我，

真的把你当做最好最好的朋友。

我和你分享了很多东西，

那些我喜欢的东西。

但是我渐渐发现，

我有的东西，

你也有了。

也许对你来说没有什么，

也许是我的问题。

当art 的学生当久了，

没有办法接受和自己太像的东西。

这对我们来说，

就是抄袭。

抄袭，

贬义词。

我，

当然，

不。喜。欢

接下来的发展，

大家都知道。

当一个人对另外一个人很好的时候，

不管他做了什么，

伤害了谁，

都不怎么样。

但是，

一旦感觉变后，

哪怕是一个小动作，

一个毫无杀伤力的小动作，

都会令人觉得碍眼。

或许，

可以说，

不再被虚伪的美好蒙骗。

终于会睁开眼，

去看，

去分辨。

态度，

变了。

感情，

变了。

信任，

变了。

我变了，

你也不例外。

最近，

我才发现。

我之前的世界，

你占据了一大部分，

不是没有原因的。

因为你，

我的朋友开始疏远我。

有你的地方，

就不会有他们。

所以，

就只剩下你。

当他们告诉我的时候，

我想骂她 贱人！

林素慧，你知道我再讲谁。

可是，

在想想，

他们真的有劝过我。

可惜，

我没有接受。

没办法接受。

还试着帮你说好话。

对你来说，

我是这整件事的主使者，

我是罪魁祸首。

我承认我有错，

我也谢谢你的看重，

可是，

我真的没有办法一个撩起整班人的怒火。

我不是Hitler.

在你把指尖对准我之前，

或许，

应该想想，

认真想想，

问题到底出在谁的身上。

是谁那么令人生气。

也许你会觉得我不要脸，

可是，

我还是认为我是最可怜的。

因为，

我是最后一个觉悟的人。

当所有人都认清你后，

我依然还是你最好的朋友。

你有感觉，

我也有。

你说得对，

朋友要互相信任。

也许是我的错，

我没有在一开始对你不满的时候表明。

仔细回想，

我好像有。

是你，

不接受。

日子久了，

那种负面的感觉一直一直在累积。

过后，

爆发。

我没有办法再忍你。

我知道你在看，

我只想告诉你，

我再写着一篇文的时候，

没有愤怒，

只有可惜。

谁不想要有多一个朋友？

一个好朋友？

我没有要攻击你的意思，

我只是坦白了。

或许你会觉得很难接受，

可是，

对不起，

我真的把我所想的都写了出来。

其实，

看到你说：

" I'LL LOOK DOWN ON YOU! "

我很庆幸。

至少，

你再也没有假惺惺的说:

" 我没关系，只要你们开心就好..."

I WAS BLIND

you look down on me arh???

opps!

you are too short to do that.

i'm taller than you!

see!

you can only look up on me,

and i'll LOOK DOWN on you.

i'm good in acting.

i'm. maybe. to certain people.

different way to treat different kind of people.

i was cheated by your perfect acting skill.

of course i have to revenge.

we were GOOD FRIEND before???

nope.

we were BEST FRIEND.

at least i think so.

and,

i feel ashame because of it.

i was blind.

*sigh

BREAKFAST

woke up very early today.

guess what?

i went breakfast with my family today.

see how good am i. x)

went to Shang Hai Ding.

some where around queensbay.

it's kinda expensive.

but it's nice!! =)

im not going to talk about how nice it is,

the picture will do the job for me. =)

*the menu

* the tea cups.

*their most famous food. the Xiao Long Bao. very juicy. the soup i think, will just pop inside the mouth right after the first bite. ummm~~

*Claypot Fish Noodle. the soup is NICE! and the smooth noodle is all full with the taste of fish soup. the red red thingy, (i dunoe what it called) make the soup taste sweet! =D

* Cheese Bun. i order this because it's pink. xD but, i've no regret ordering this. soft bun with strawberry taste. whole mouth full with strawberry taste and the sticky cheese!

* Fried Carrot Cakes. it doesn't taste like those selling at the roadside. it's soft and smooth!!! not oily but juicy....!

*the Siew Mai. this is not as good as it should be. =(

*the Prawn Dumpling. juicy dumpling with fresh prawn inside. and the sour spicy sauce just match with the dumpling!

have a visit there for breakfast. it's really NICE!

STEPHANIE

i got my results today.

it's bad! =(

i wanna improve,

but,

i've got stucked in the Dewan Bestari for international conference for the whole day.

heyy,

ms. Stephanie,

our class is stil carrying on without our attendance know??

you want us to stay in the room,

doing things that not related to us.

and keep on questioning:" were you a Georgian before?"

so what if i'm not???

only Georgian can do jobs well???

only Georgian speak english??

only Georgian are up to standard???

next time,

please tell our MUET teacher not to pick us,

those from LOW STANDARD school to join the conference.

EWWW!

are you still a little girl???

don't you know how to differentiate what is right and what is wrong???

sometime, doing something for fun without thinking make people feel abominate.

the dirty liquid from your mouth,

the so called SALIVA is very unhygienic.

don't you know???

ex-science stream student.

can you please think twice before you do something please.

you can't slap me at the first time so you split on my hand??

still act like you are joking??????

and trying to clean your dirty thing on my hand with your handkerchief,

which is very hygienic you thought??

you use that to wipe everything on your face,

and you think wiping away your saliva on my hand

with you handkerchief really help alot????

WHAT A EXCELLENT THINKING!

i clap for you har!

i didn't scold you is because im stunned.

yea,

i really stunned.

WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU DOING WITH THAT THING?!

HUH?!

second,

i do not want your bf to call me again.

i promised him to treat you well.

in the condition,

if you behave yourself.

but, did you???

but still i keep it for myself today,

because IM IN A GOOD MOOD!

YOU CAN'T AFFECT ME!!

NAH!

GALASY S

finally,

i got my GALASY S last night!

hohohoho!

is a great phone i think.

the greatest thing is im using the same one with HIM! =)

RIO

went for RIO just now.

it's a very very nice movie.

make my mood UP! UP! UP!!!

=D

DOWN

is kinda down this few days.

i've no bread for breakfast.

no homecook rice for lunch and dinner.

papa mama i miss u both! =(

another things that really make my down is huiying's matter.

her little duck is starting to change.

dunoe what's wrong with his stupid mind.

he wanna break up with her.

please larh,

where to find such a good gf??

she is fierce sometime,

but she is gentle most of the time,

isn't she???

how could you treat her like this?

u BASTARD!!!!! *hmphhh!

one more thing,

HIS aunt passed away,

this afternoon 3.10pm,

cancer.

i saw her once,

during new year.

a joyful woman who looks weak.

but still,

she is cheerful.

her smile is always on her face.

i dont know how hard is her feeling that time.

maybe she hide it perfectly.

she dont want her family to worry bout her.

man can leave anytime.

i should appreciate everyone besides me.

yea,

i really should.

OUTING!

waiting for freedie to fetch me now.

going out to Gurney for my dear huiying lao gong's birthday.

and gonna meet my poor x3.

gonna post more after the outing with photos. =D

BYE readers. ♥♥

=(

im not asking for more.

just a nod with a smile.

that will be more than enough....

THX PALS ♥

it's a tiring day.

but,

IM HAPPY.

we went to look for our prom dress.

they are so nice,

but of course,

their price is WOW! xD

we walked in the gurney for quite long,

without the feeling of bored.

thx pals for the happy outing.

loves. ♥

MY ♥

it's my HOLIDAY!

guess who accompany me the most these few days??

HIM for sure.

and HER who i love the most! ♥

we pillow talked alot alot.

we didn't seen each other for so long,

but still we can talked alot.

we can differentiate what is a joke

and

what's words that came out from the deepest part of our heart.

without telling extra words.

we dont need to hide infront of each other,

we can just express.

yes,

this is what a true friend should be.

i ♥ u x3! =D

HIGH PRESENTATION SCHOOL

it's HOLIDAY! =)

finally i finished my 1st term exam.

and guess what,

i got my student ID card today.

i had became a Georgian since last year MAY,

and im going to leave at NOVEMBER.

i entered the HIGH PRESENTATION SCHOOL

for about 10 months,

and i had only 8 months left.

and now only i got my STUDENT ID.

until now,

i still haven't get my name tag yet.

we have been chasing after her for almost one year.

and she said she will inform us once the name tag is done

with disdaining expression.

what a HIGH PRESENTATION SCHOOL.

how proud am i.

i think im going to get my name tag next year

when im going back to get my STPM result.

but still im glad with it,

at least i get it. =)

EXAM SICK =(

EXAM is killing me!!!

going to sit for history tomorrow.

it's my first history paper in my F6's life.

hope that it won be too bad. =)

one more day to go,

then

say HI to my lovely holiday! ♥

STPM

my seniors came back to school and get their STPM results today.

im nervous.

dun ask me why.

i just felt nervous,

cause next year, by this time,

i'll be the one who tear the envelope and look for my results

after i had spent my two years time on it.

their result is not as good as the others expected.

but teachers says they actually done better than last year?!

which meant our senior's senior is even worse?

i thought im studying in a HIGH PERFORMANCE SCHOOL,

but it's actually SxCK!

*oppps!

KEONG HEE HUAT ZHAI!! x)

two more days to go....

HAPPY NEW YEAR

&

GONG XI FA CHAI!!

=)

SCHOOL LIFE

guys,
i had went back to school.

school life is tiring.
i need to wake up at 6 in the morning.
and my school make some change.
i gotta dismiss at 2.40pm instead of 2.30pm.
what the.

and my economics teacher and PA teacher had changed.
the economic teacher is a very experiencing teacher compare to the previous one.
BUT,
her teaching method makes me feel so sick!
she's damn boring, man.
i dunoe how long can i stand for not sleeping in her class.
*gosh

but,
for my PA teacher aka my class teacher,
she is much much better to the previous one.
i didn't mean that she is very very very good as my MUET teacher,
but because of the previous PA teacher is really SUCKS!

after the teacher,
here is the programme.
it's really thankful to get into this HIGH PERFORMANCE SCHOOL.
our HM likes to have programmes to increase our school's fame.

so,
we,
the committee of the student council,
will be the biggest victim.
and there's lotsa programmes gotta carry on throughout the whole year.

first of all,
the stupid and lousy colloquium.
there's suppose to be 4 of us in a group.
but now,
there's only two of us left.
the other two had abandon us and run away to MBS.
u know who is that huh, ying ting?
*lol
but actually that's a correct choice,
this school is really... *shakes head*

then,
follow by the talent time.
it's still name as talent time until we find it a new name,
a new name that is attractive, fantastic, bombastic. *lol
there will be lotsa things to carry on.
since it's not a small competition that we have only in our own school,
but all the outsider can join.
listen up carefully people,
there will be 800 either 1000 bucks for the 1st prize winner.
*i wonder why is my school so rich.
get ready people. =)
remember to share some with me if u people get the money. *lol

after the troublesome talent time,
here comes the international conference.
i think this will be more tough than the talent show,
because this is the international one.
and the thing that really irritate me for this conference is,
it's going to run during the HOLIDAYS!
says bye to my lovely holidays.... =(
*gosh!!

after the conference we will have to busy for the prom night.
it will be either June or December.

yes!
i'm really glad that im so busy,
this make me doesn't seem like a STPM candidate.

thanks to my dearest Amy who invite me into the student council committee group.
im really glad, AMY!!!!
*shit

IT'S 2011 ♥

it's 2011!

HAPPY NEW YEAR people. ♥

time pass by super duper fast.

im now having the last year of my teen-age.

*sob sob.

im getting older and older i know. =(

it's a very important year for me.

im going to sit for my STPM at the end of the year.

i'm praying so hard for not coming so soon.

i gotta stop hanging around and start to study hard.

it will be a very tough year for me. =(

*gosh!

but im going to enjoy it since they are with me.

my family my friends and especially HIM！♥

a new life going to begin in this very brand new year.

hopes everything going fine,

everyone stay healthy,

all the best no matter in study or career.

God bless us for everything in the whole 2011.

once again,

HAPPY NEW 2011!